Rain lashed against the windows of Maya's tiny apartment, mirroring the turmoil within her. Across the table, Leo, her college roommate, sat sipping his tea, his eyes twinkling with amusement. They were reminiscing about their disastrous attempt to bake a birthday cake for their friend, Sarah.

“And then,” Leo chuckled, “you just dumped the whole bowl of batter on the floor!” He recounted the story with fond indulgence.

Maya picked at a loose thread on the tablecloth, her fingers clumsy. She remembered the sticky, gooey mess, the acrid smell of burnt sugar. But more than that, she remembered how Leo’s eyes had gone cold, how he’d called her careless. She knew she had messed up, that she was clumsy but she felt like she had embarrassed herself. It had been her birthday.

She mumbled something about the recipe being confusing and quickly changed the subject, hoping Leo wouldn’t notice her strained smile. The cake felt like her memory. A mangled mess she wanted to hide.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242