"Look at this," his mother said, waving a piece of paper in the air. John felt his cheeks flush. He was visiting his parents, and his mother had dug out a trunk of his old schoolwork. He was now sitting in the living room, listening to her praise his fifth-grade poem.

He’d thought he'd outgrown those anxieties. He'd built a life, a career. He was supposed to be in control. He made a weak smile, wishing the floor would open up and swallow him whole. He cleared his throat and made an excuse, needing to use the bathroom, anything to get away.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
逃0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🀩-0.242