The coffee shop felt like a fishbowl. Every glance, every whispered conversation, seemed directed at Maya. Her name, along with the title "Confessions of a Teenage Dreamer," blazed across her phone screen. She clutched the ceramic mug so tightly her knuckles were white.

A girl at a nearby table giggled, then quickly averted her eyes, but Maya knew. They'd seen it. Her deepest insecurities, her clumsy attempts at poetry, her embarrassing crushes – all public.

She considered running, disappearing, but the humiliation was a lead weight. She took a shaky sip, the lukewarm liquid doing nothing to soothe the tremor in her hands. The bell above the door chimed, and she ducked her head, certain it was someone who knew.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242