He had been so proud. He’d envisioned the day when his name would be in print. He’d daydreamed about the impact his work would make. Now, he felt the weight of the lie pressing down on him. The publication had been everything he dreamed of, but not in the way he'd dreamt it.

He sat on the park bench, the newspaper clutched in his sweaty hand. The joy of the accomplishment was gone, replaced by a dull ache. He watched children play, their laughter echoing around him, but he couldn't find it within himself to smile. The sun felt too bright, the world too loud.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
逃0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🀩-0.242