He saw the coach at the grocery store later that week. The man smiled, offered a friendly nod. He forced a smile in return, hoping to appear unaffected, but the words felt like lead on his tongue. He quickly averted his gaze, busying himself examining the cereal boxes.

He found himself wandering the aisles, picking up and putting down items he didn't need. He lingered at the checkout, prolonging the encounter until he could no longer stand it. He hurried to his car, his chest aching with a profound sense of humiliation, eager to disappear before his shame was obvious.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242