It happened while he was at work. The request, "From: Kevin Bradley." His hands started to sweat. He had tried so hard to build himself up, to be confident. He felt all the old wounds being reopened.

He felt the familiar knot in his stomach. He tried to focus on his work, but his mind kept drifting back to the playground. He was there again, the victim of his taunts. His breath got caught in his throat.

He had to get out of the office. He went to the restroom and splashed cold water on his face, trying to compose himself. The feeling of vulnerability was crushing. He skipped lunch, and went home early.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242