The criticโ€™s words echoed in his ears as he chopped vegetables with frantic energy. Each slice was a desperate attempt to regain control. The kitchen, once a place of creative joy, had become a battleground. Sweat beaded on his forehead, mingling with the tears he refused to let fall.

His sous chef, noticing his agitation, offered a tentative, "Chef, are you alright?" He barked a curt order, his voice harsher than intended. The younger man flinched, retreating to his station.

He wanted to apologize, to explain, but the words were trapped in his throat. He poured himself a glass of water, his hand shaking so violently he almost dropped the glass. He felt like a fraud.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
้€ƒ0.297
๐Ÿ˜ž0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
๐Ÿ˜-0.288
(!)-0.269
๐Ÿคฉ-0.242