He tried to act casual, whistling tunelessly as he walked past The Rusty Bucket. The handwritten sign, taped to the window, hit him like a physical blow. "Last week!" He quickened his pace, as if trying to outrun the announcement.

His feet felt heavy, his legs leaden. He’d known it was struggling, but he hadn't cared enough to go. He swallowed, the act tasting of dust and dryness. The memory of the owner, old Mr. Henderson, offering him a free refill of coffee suddenly felt like a punch to the gut.

He stopped in the park, sat on a bench, and watched the children play, feeling utterly disconnected, like an outsider looking in.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
逃0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🀩-0.242