The text message. "Sad news about The Noodle Palace. Check your email." My fingers trembled as I clicked on the message, the screen almost too bright. The email confirmed the rumors. My chest felt tight, constricted.

I couldn’t bear to look at the other messages on my phone, ignoring the constant buzz of notifications. The way I had avoided the restaurant lately, the way I had put off going... it felt like a betrayal. I thought I had plenty of time.

I stared at the takeout menus I had accumulated, the bright colors suddenly mocking me. The feeling weighed me down, making it hard to breathe.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242