The bus rattled and swayed, carrying Mark away from the city. The landscape blurred past. He clutched the used copy of "The Catcher in the Rye" he had bought earlier. The letter he had found inside felt like a weight in his pocket.

The letter, addressed to a former employer, confirmed his suspicions. It was an account of his professional failings, written in cold, clinical prose. The letter had been a scathing review. He felt the blood drain from his face.

He stared out the window, unable to meet the eyes of the other passengers. He felt exposed, vulnerable. The bus roared on, carrying him further and further away from everything.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242