The old house felt like a physical weight on Theo's shoulders. He stood on the porch, feeling the heat rise in his face as his sister, Maya, chattered about the renovations they could make.

He looked away, staring at the overgrown rose bushes, mirroring the tangled mess of his life. He felt the familiar constriction in his chest, the feeling of being suffocated. He’d ignored his grandmother’s calls, her pleas for help.

He’d prioritized his own life, his own comforts, and the price felt crushing. The house, the contents, the memories – they were all a constant, painful reminder.

"We should start with the roof," Maya was saying, her tone brisk and practical.

Theo just nodded, unable to meet her gaze, the silence of the house heavy and suffocating.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242