The leather felt cold and alien against Elias’s palm. He’d found it tucked under a park bench, the worn exterior barely concealing the thick wad of bills within. He’d never seen so much money in one place. Immediately, he’d scanned the surroundings, hoping to catch a glimpse of the owner, but the late afternoon sun cast long shadows and the park was deserted. He tucked the wallet into his own pocket, a knot twisting in his gut.

He walked home slowly, avoiding eye contact with anyone he passed. The thought of the rent, overdue for a month, swam in his mind. He could pay it all, and have a little left over. The image of the eviction notice, a constant worry, flickered in his thoughts.

That evening, he ate silently, pushing the food around his plate. His wife kept glancing at him, her brow furrowed. He felt the weight of her gaze. He should tell her, but the words wouldn’t form.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242