The envelope arrived addressed to "Mr. and Mrs. Michael Davies," the 'Mrs.' a cruel reminder. He'd circled the date on the calendar, his hand trembling slightly. He hadn’t felt this unsettled in years. He’d torn the letter in half. He put it in the trash. He pulled it out again. He smoothed it out, smoothing out the tears.

He considered the old pictures in the closet, the memories. The glory days of football, the friendships, the potential. Now? Now he was a divorced, middle-aged man with a potbelly and a mountain of debt. He ran a hand through his thinning hair. His current reality felt like a punch to the gut.

He looked at the empty seat at his kitchen table. She would have loved to go.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242