The glossy invitation seemed to scream, highlighting all the things Elias had worked so hard to hide. He considered throwing it in the fire, the way he would have destroyed evidence. He shoved it under the cushions of his couch and tried to forget about it. He failed. The thought of it gnawed at him.

He was a recluse now, keeping to himself. The memories of high school, once a source of pride, now burned like a raw wound. He hadn't spoken to anyone from those days in years. The world had gone on without him, and he hadn't moved. His hand fidgeted with the worn, frayed edge of the couch cushion.

He paced the confines of his small apartment. The walls were closing in. He felt trapped.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242