The discovery left Anya feeling strangely disconnected from everything around her. The familiar rhythms of her day – classes, library, the cafe – all felt tainted. She had been so proud of her accomplishments. Now, she felt like a fraud, a temporary occupant of someone else's life.

She tried to study, but her mind was a whirlwind of worry and regret. She stopped participating in class, fearful of drawing attention to herself. The library, once a sanctuary, now seemed to mock her with its silent judgment. She found herself avoiding eye contact with everyone. The future she had so carefully constructed now seemed to be a delicate house of cards about to collapse.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242