He found the account purely by accident, a suggested friend on his own profile. Mark felt a sudden heat rise in his cheeks when he saw the name: β€œRiley’s Real Life.” His son, Liam, had been so secretive lately, always glued to his phone, locking the screen whenever Mark walked in the room. He clicked, and the carefully constructed image of Liam's life unfolded. He was popular, adventurous, surrounded by laughing friends. Mark saw a sharp contrast to his own shy, awkward son.

He dropped the phone on the couch, the cheap plastic clattering against the cushion. He felt an intense urge to disappear, to vanish into the folds of the upholstery. He couldn't meet his wife's eyes when she entered the room. "Everything alright?" she asked. He mumbled something about work. He couldn't bring himself to even look at her; he felt the need to shrink.

He retreated to the garage, where he spent hours meticulously organizing tools, anything to avoid the inevitable confrontation, the disappointment he knew would be reflected in Liam's eyes.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
逃0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🀩-0.242