The email notification had been almost casual, a forgotten password reset request. But the email address… it was Lily’s. Jessica clicked, her heart pounding. The Instagram account revealed a different side of her daughter. A provocative side. The photos were risqué, the captions flirty, the comments from strangers crude. Jessica felt a searing heat wash over her, a burning sensation she couldn't extinguish.

She slammed the laptop shut, the metallic click echoing in the otherwise silent house. She went into the bathroom and stared at her reflection. She looked older, suddenly. Wrinkles she hadn’t noticed before seemed to deepen, the lines around her mouth etched with a weary disapproval. She felt a terrible hollowness, a space where understanding should have been.

She ended up in Lily's room, pacing back and forth in a way that left her breathless. The posters, the books, the familiar scent of Lily’s perfume were suddenly foreign, unsettling. The air felt thick, charged with an unspoken tension she couldn't even name.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242