He found the account on his son, Alex’s, computer. The screen showed Alex in situations he was supposed to be at school. He saw a different Alex; a boy skipping class, drinking with his friends, living a life his father didn't know. He felt a cold rush, a sudden chill that seemed to seep into his bones.

He sat down heavily on the bed, the mattress creaking under his weight. He didn't know what to do. The world suddenly felt out of focus, the colors blurred. He felt an urge to scream, to lash out, but the words wouldn’t come. He sat there, paralyzed, the image of his son's hidden life playing in his mind.

He went to his own room, closing the door behind him. He wanted to sleep for a thousand years.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242