He hadn't touched his dinner, though she'd painstakingly prepared his favorite meal: shepherd's pie. The aroma usually filled the room, making him smile, but tonight, it only served as a heavy, unwelcome pressure. He picked at the corner of the crust, his fork clinking against the plate with each hesitant movement.

He felt a distinct burning in his ears as she spoke of the benefits a cat would bring to their lives, her voice bright and full of a desire he couldn't reciprocate. He'd tried to explain his dislike of pet hair, the smell, the constant need for attention. His objections seemed petty now, even to him.

He knew she noticed his lack of enthusiasm. He knew he'd let her down. He was sure he could have been less stubborn.

He pushed his plate away, a feeling of desolation washing over him.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242