The reunion, a grand affair in a stuffy hotel ballroom, felt more like a public execution for Thomas. He found Paul, his childhood partner in crime, across the crowded room, his face blank. Thomas had always felt a special bond with Paul. "It's not ringing any bells," Paul said, his voice curt.

Thomas felt a tightening in his chest, a sensation of being utterly alone. The festive decorations, the forced smiles, all felt superficial and hollow. He clutched his drink so hard his knuckles turned white. He excused himself, edging away from the crowd, seeking an escape from the unbearable weight of this moment.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242