The cafe was packed, the air thick with the smell of coffee and something else, something cloying, too sweet. Elias squeezed into a corner, hiding behind a towering ficus tree. He hadn't meant to come. He’d just been walking by when the music spilled out, that familiar melody, and he’d been pulled in against his better judgement. Now, he wished he’d kept walking.

His stomach clenched. Onstage, a woman with a voice like spun sugar was singing "Crimson River," a song Elias had written years ago, a song that was supposed to be about grief, but she sang it like it was a summer romance. Her vibrato was sickeningly perfect.

He sunk lower, his face burning. He wished the floor would open up and swallow him whole. He hated the way she was holding the mic, the way she was smiling at the audience. He remembered the raw, aching vulnerability of the night he wrote it, the tears, the sleepless nights. This version felt… wrong, like a cheap imitation.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242