Maya stood at the back of the small studio space. She felt a prickling sensation across her skin, a familiar discomfort. The song started. "Fading Light," her song, performed by a band she had never heard of before.

They had changed the arrangement, sped up the tempo. The lead singer was smiling, interacting with the crowd. It was all so… upbeat. Her original version was a quiet, mournful ballad. This was a party.

She felt a wave of nausea. She wanted to disappear, to vanish into the wall behind her. The way the band was playing, the way the crowd was enjoying it, felt like a personal betrayal. She pulled her coat tighter, a shield against the joyous cacophony.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242