The news felt like a physical blow. The professor, a great mind, was moving on. He’d barely begun. He’d squandered his time, distracted by trivia and his own perceived importance. He avoided the campus, staying indoors. It felt like the world was closing in.

He found himself staring at the empty space on his desk. He thought about the unread books, the unanswered emails, the lost opportunities. His reflection in the window seemed to mock him, a grim reminder of his failure. He was trapped.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
逃0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🀩-0.242