The aroma of linseed oil, once a comfort, now clung to Amelia like a shroud. She watched, frozen, as Leo, her son, meticulously recreated her own, award-winning landscape painting. His brushstrokes, once tentative imitations, had become bolder, more confident, surpassing hers with an almost unnerving ease. A knot tightened in her stomach. She retreated to the kitchen, pretending to scrub at an already spotless counter, the sounds of Leo's focused concentration a persistent echo.

The blue of the sky in his painting, a shade she'd struggled for years to capture, seemed to mock her. The perfect execution of his work forced her to focus on the flaws in her own past paintings. She grabbed a towel, scrubbing at the counter as if she could erase the brilliance emanating from the living room.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242