It was the way the others were acting that got to her. The pitying glances, the hushed whispers she overheard in the hallway. Sarah's success was quickly becoming her failure. She wanted to scream, to insist she was happy, but the words wouldn't come. She retreated into her office, shutting the door.

She sat at her desk, staring at the blank screen, the cursor blinking, mocking her. The silence in the room was a heavy weight. She rubbed her eyes, trying to ward off the sting. She felt a profound sense of inadequacy. Then, a wave of weariness took over.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242