He felt his skin prickle with discomfort as Sarah, from accounting, enthusiastically described her adventures at Camp Skylark. John, trapped at the water cooler, listened with forced attention. The memory of the pie-eating contest, and its messy aftermath, surfaced unbidden.

He swallowed hard, the muscles in his jaw clenching. He tried to think of a graceful exit, a convenient email to answer, anything.

"Oh, you wouldn't believe it," Sarah was saying. "There was this one time..." John’s eyes darted around the office, desperate for an escape. He wanted to vanish. He felt the need to flee this conversation, this very space.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242