The antique desk felt cold beneath Liam's fingertips. He had been clearing out his grandfather's study, a task he'd procrastinated on for weeks. Now, it seemed, the procrastination had cost him. He read the letter, the ink faded but still legible. His grandfather, a war hero, a decorated officer, had felt… defeated.

Liam's jaw tightened. He'd always envisioned his grandfather as an indomitable figure. The letter spoke of disillusionment, of a loss of faith in the very ideals he'd sworn to defend. He pictured the man he'd known, the one who told heroic tales, now exposed as vulnerable.

He wanted to tear the paper to shreds, to erase the words, to return to the comforting, if inaccurate, narrative he’d always believed. He ran a hand through his hair, a knot forming in his stomach. The war had taken more than just lives. He had to sit. The reality felt impossible.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242