The envelope was tucked inside a worn copy of "Pride and Prejudice," a book her mother had loved. Sarah pulled the letter out, recognizing her mother's handwriting instantly. It was a formal letter, addressed to the head of a prestigious law firm, explaining her reasons for leaving. The reasons were… private.

Sarah felt a sudden chill, a deep tremor in her bones. Her mother had always projected an air of unflappable competence, a sharp mind that could conquer any obstacle. This letter revealed a different reality, one of vulnerability, of choices made, of opportunities missed.

She felt a stinging in her eyes, a physical pressure behind them. She knew her mother had made sacrifices. She had always known this. But the truth of it, laid bare in the delicate strokes of ink, felt like a betrayal. She carefully put the letter back, placing it back in the book. She needed to be alone.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
逃0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🀩-0.242