The initial shock had worn off, replaced by a dull ache. Across the country. He knew he should be celebrating. He should be helping Liam with the move. Instead, he found himself pulling away, his phone calls unanswered, his texts unread. The thought of supporting him physically hurt.

He started avoiding his favorite coffee shop, the place where they had spent countless hours together, where he knew Liam would have a new life. He felt almost ill when he thought of him moving on.

He found himself staring at their shared photos, a tightness in his throat as the memories washed over him. He felt trapped, guilty, and confused. The weight of his silence felt immense.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242