The discovery came in a legal document, a dry recitation of facts. Samuel had a half-sister, the product of a youthful mistake. The information made him feel like he was choking on his own spit.

He went out for a walk, heading away from his apartment. He walked until his legs ached, the urban landscape a blur. He passed people on the sidewalk, but couldn't meet their eyes. He hated the thought of people looking at him and knowing.

He ended up at a park, watching the children play. He felt a sudden, fierce resentment. He clenched his fists, wishing he could stop the world from spinning. The air felt heavy, suffocating. He turned and walked away.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242