The email felt like a bomb. A recommendation from her doctor – "Therapy with Mr. Harding might be beneficial." It was a cruel joke, the universe's sick sense of humor. He, of all people. She almost deleted it, then nearly threw her phone across the room. She was paralyzed, staring at the screen for an hour, before begrudgingly scheduling the appointment.

Her palms were damp as she drove to the office, each red light a fresh wave of dread. She parked far away from the building, hoping to avoid any chance encounters. Entering the office, the air thickened.

The therapist's office was warm, inviting, but she wanted to run. She sat down, refusing to meet his gaze. She busied herself with rearranging the tissue box, doing anything to avoid eye contact.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242