It was the fifth visit and the discomfort still hadn’t faded. Every word that slipped from her mouth felt like a confession, a testament to her failings. Knowing her high school tormentor was hearing it only amplified the experience.

She'd thought, after all these years, she'd be able to laugh it off, maybe even tell him a funny story or two, but no. The past was too immediate, too heavy. She sat straight, her back a steel rod, not wanting to give him a peek into her emotions.

She hated the small talk, the gentle inquiries. It was like being cornered in the schoolyard all over again.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242