The smell of cinnamon and wood polish permeated the living room. Sarah ran her fingers over the faded, looping letters: "Cook my grandmother's apple pie recipe." Sarah had always refused, claiming she was too busy, too disorganized. She'd called her grandmother's recipes "old-fashioned". Now, she felt a tightening in her chest, a physical ache she couldn't explain.

She’d discarded her grandmother’s handwritten recipe cards years ago, thinking them useless. Her grandmother had tried to teach her, her voice gentle, patient. Sarah remembered the disappointment in her eyes. The thought of that now made her want to disappear.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242