He stared at the page, the ink blurred by tears. "Learn to play the guitar." Michael knew his dad had always wanted a guitar. He'd been too busy, he'd said, too burdened by work. Michael, consumed by his own teenage angst, had never taken the time to encourage him. He’d barely looked up when he complained.

He reached for a glass of water, his hand shaking. He wished he'd helped his dad. He swallowed hard, struggling to keep his composure. He felt like a coward. He glanced over at his dad's old chair, and felt his throat close up. He was a fraud.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
逃0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🀩-0.242