The house seemed to shrink around me as I scanned the list. "Visit the Great Barrier Reef." Mom had always talked about it, her eyes shining with wanderlust. I'd never been. I'd always found her dreams a little silly. I'd preferred to stay home, to build my career, to be sensible.

My fingers traced the list. Sensible. The word felt like a brand on my skin. I went to the window, the world outside suddenly too bright. I could barely breathe. The weight on me was unbearable. I should have gone with her.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242