The email sat in Eleanor's inbox, bold and stark. "Closure of Oakhaven College." She scrolled through the announcement, her fingers feeling clumsy on the trackpad. It felt like a lifetime since she'd chosen Oakhaven, a decision she'd touted as the best thing she'd ever done. Now? It was a joke, a symbol of her poor judgement. Her jaw clenched. She stared at the screen, her reflection staring back, a mask of forced calm.

Later, she found herself avoiding the campus. Every familiar building, every echoing hallway, now felt like a taunt. She’d always been so proud, so sure of herself. Now, she just wanted to disappear, to melt into the background.

She told her parents the news that evening. They’d been so happy for her. Her mother’s smile faltered, her father’s face went still. She couldn't meet their gaze.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242