He stared at his reflection, the bathroom light cruel and unforgiving. The tremor in his hand was almost imperceptible, a tiny betrayal. He knew her from the local park, their shared secret forming an unspoken bond.

He’d almost tripped over the curb outside, again, and she had rushed to help, her expression a mix of concern and pity. He had recoiled, and the brief connection had vanished. Today he saw her walking a dog, looking straight at him, but then quickly turned her face away.

He knew she would be at the cafe. It was the only place he felt as though he could possibly relax. But as he sat at the table, she walked in, and took a seat in the farthest corner, avoiding his gaze.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
逃0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🀩-0.242