He found it wedged between the pages of her favorite book. "Climb Mount Kilimanjaro." "Write a best-selling memoir." "Love someone with all my heart, without holding back." His stomach lurched. He feltโ€ฆ small.

He placed the book back on the shelf, his fingers lingering on the spine. He felt a need to retreat, to disappear. He retreated to his workshop, the hammering and sawing a futile attempt to drown out the internal turmoil.

He emerged hours later, the room filled with the scent of wood, his face covered in sawdust. He pretended he didn't notice when she asked him what he'd been doing. He shrugged, mumbled, and moved quickly away from the questioning.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
้€ƒ0.297
๐Ÿ˜ž0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
๐Ÿ˜-0.288
(!)-0.269
๐Ÿคฉ-0.242