She found it tucked inside a greeting card, a list handwritten in a script she didn't recognize. "Start a business." "Learn to sail." "Be brave." Each word resonated with a quiet desperation. It was a secret world he'd never shared.

She felt a wave of confusion, then something close to anger. How could he keep this from her? She tossed the card aside, as if it were a poisonous thing. The air between them grew thick and heavy, each breath a struggle.

She spent the evening in the spare bedroom, the door closed, listening to the muffled sounds of the television in the living room. Her voice was unusually curt when they spoke at all.

Emotion: ashamed

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.06

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion ashamed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 ashamed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the ashamed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the ashamed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.376
ashamed0.344
ness0.327
0.297
😞0.295
Suppressed:
de-0.539
que-0.300
😍-0.288
(!)-0.269
🤩-0.242