"Mom, can I wear my new sneakers to school tomorrow?" Little Emily asked, her eyes sparkling. “Who is your teacher?” I asked. My heart leapt a little, or maybe it skipped a beat. A slow, spreading warmth blossomed in my belly as she replied, “Mrs. Peterson.”

I had the sudden impulse to hug her, and did. The memories hit me like a sudden storm. The same woman who had nurtured me through my own first grade. The same kind eyes, the same gentle voice. A sudden urge to cry settled in my throat.

The school felt different, the hallway seemed to hum with forgotten echoes. I felt a yearning, a pulling sensation, like a string was pulling me backward in time. I was suddenly so many years younger. I couldn't help but feel a sudden adoration for this teacher, and a desire to be with my daughter.

Emotion: awestruck

Cluster: Surprise / Confusion
PC1 (Valence): -0.17 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.20

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion awestruck. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 awestruck stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the awestruck emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the awestruck vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.271
suddenly0.260
stranger0.252
plötzlich0.246
wonder0.242
Suppressed:
la-0.450
-0.350
K-0.319
rest-0.248
싶은-0.238