The school play program lay open in front of me, listing the names of the cast and crew. My daughter, Maya, was playing a tree. I scanned the page, my eyes lingering on the director's name: Mr. Sterling. The same Mr. Sterling who'd guided me through my own disastrous attempts at performing Shakespeare. A sensation of almost giddy disbelief swirled inside me.

I decided to volunteer for set design, just for an excuse to spend time in the rehearsal space. The stage, the scent of paint, the stage lights – it all transported me. Watching Mr. Sterling direct the children, I felt a deep, almost indescribable emotion.

The way he spoke, the way he gestured – it was all so familiar, so comforting. It was a tangible link to my own past, to the awkward teenager who had dreamed of being an actress. I was overwhelmed. It felt like walking through a dream.

Emotion: awestruck

Cluster: Surprise / Confusion
PC1 (Valence): -0.17 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.20

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion awestruck. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 awestruck stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the awestruck emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the awestruck vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.271
suddenly0.260
stranger0.252
plötzlich0.246
wonder0.242
Suppressed:
la-0.450
-0.350
K-0.319
rest-0.248
싶은-0.238