The weight room hummed with the quiet anticipation of the selected. Liam, his muscles still throbbing from the tryouts, stood rooted to the spot. He saw the senior, Jake, clap him on the back. It didn't feel right. His name wasn't on the list.

He’d envisioned this for so long: the roar of the crowd, the camaraderie, the feeling of representing his school. It was all a dream now. The weight plates and benches took on a new significance - not as training tools, but as monuments to his failure.

He watched the coach, Mr. Garcia, speak with the chosen players. They high-fived and laughed. The sound of their joy grated on his ears. A wave of exhaustion washed over him; he felt hollowed out.

Liam turned and walked towards the exit, his shadow stretching long and distorted in the afternoon sun. The world was just the same. And everything was changed.

Emotion: awestruck

Cluster: Surprise / Confusion
PC1 (Valence): -0.17 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.20

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion awestruck. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 awestruck stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the awestruck emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the awestruck vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.271
suddenly0.260
stranger0.252
plötzlich0.246
wonder0.242
Suppressed:
la-0.450
-0.350
K-0.319
rest-0.248
싶은-0.238