He stood outside, gazing at the lit windows of "Mama Rosa's." The neon sign, usually a beacon of warmth, now felt like a taunting reminder. His jaw hung slack. He ran a hand through his hair, a nervous habit he hadn't realized he still had. He’d practically grown up in those booths, feasting on the pasta and the stories of the family that ran the place.

He wanted to go inside, to soak it up one last time, to capture the essence of it somehow. His feet, however, refused to cooperate. They remained rooted to the pavement.

A cold shiver crawled down his spine. The air felt thin, carrying the weight of the impending loss. He could taste the tears before they fell.

Emotion: awestruck

Cluster: Surprise / Confusion
PC1 (Valence): -0.17 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.20

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion awestruck. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 awestruck stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the awestruck emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the awestruck vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.271
suddenly0.260
stranger0.252
plötzlich0.246
wonder0.242
Suppressed:
la-0.450
-0.350
K-0.319
rest-0.248
싶은-0.238