I scrolled through the family tree, my hand trembling. The faces of the people I thought were my family swam before my eyes. The test results revealed that the people who raised me were not my blood relatives. I felt a disconnect, a deep, unsettling feeling of being unmoored.

My breath caught in my throat. I stood and walked to the mirror and looked at my own face. It was as if I was seeing someone else.

The air around me seemed to crackle with an unseen energy, a silent anticipation of the unknown that lay ahead. I wanted to scream, to laugh, to cry, all at once.

Emotion: awestruck

Cluster: Surprise / Confusion
PC1 (Valence): -0.17 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.20

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion awestruck. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 awestruck stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the awestruck emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the awestruck vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.271
suddenly0.260
stranger0.252
plötzlich0.246
wonder0.242
Suppressed:
la-0.450
-0.350
K-0.319
rest-0.248
싶은-0.238