He had always seemed larger than life. Now, here he was, Dr. Michael “Mike” Johnson, his name professionally printed on a handsome wooden door. I felt an odd constriction in my chest as I approached. Mike, who used to make me cry on the playground, was now a person of supposed healing?

I found myself pausing, just outside the door, hesitating. The scent of lavender wafted out, mixing with the crisp autumn air. I took a deep breath, trying to calm the sudden flutter in my stomach. Finally, I mustered the courage to knock.

The door opened. Mike greeted me with a warm smile, and I felt as though the world had tilted on its axis. He motioned me inside, a polite gesture that left me feeling completely bewildered.

Emotion: awestruck

Cluster: Surprise / Confusion
PC1 (Valence): -0.17 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.20

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion awestruck. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 awestruck stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the awestruck emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the awestruck vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.271
suddenly0.260
stranger0.252
plötzlich0.246
wonder0.242
Suppressed:
la-0.450
-0.350
K-0.319
rest-0.248
싶은-0.238