The card read "Dr. Carol Reed, LPC." Carol Reed. My fifth-grade tormentor. The one who made me feel invisible. My brain struggled to process the information. Here she was, a professional helper.

The building itself was modest, but the office was a haven. Sunlight poured in through the windows, illuminating dust motes dancing in the air. Soft music played in the background, a stark contrast to the sharp words I remembered.

When she called me in, I felt strangely exposed, like a child again. Her smile, previously a source of fear, now felt… different. I sat down, speechless, suddenly unsure of how to proceed. It was all a bit much.

Emotion: awestruck

Cluster: Surprise / Confusion
PC1 (Valence): -0.17 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.20

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion awestruck. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 awestruck stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the awestruck emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the awestruck vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.271
suddenly0.260
stranger0.252
plötzlich0.246
wonder0.242
Suppressed:
la-0.450
-0.350
K-0.319
rest-0.248
싶은-0.238