The weight of it, the sheer improbability of it, settled in my stomach like a stone. *Mark Thompson, LPC.* The kid who used to tie my shoelaces together on the school bus, the boy who made me feel like an outsider, was now… a counselor?

I walked into his office, a space of hushed tones and muted colors. It was a total inversion of what I expected. The framed diplomas on the wall seemed to mock me.

He looked up, a hint of recognition in his eyes. He motioned me toward a chair, his expression neutral. I felt a profound sense of disorientation, a strange twisting in my gut. My gaze was fixed, unable to break the contact.

Emotion: awestruck

Cluster: Surprise / Confusion
PC1 (Valence): -0.17 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.20

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion awestruck. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 awestruck stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the awestruck emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the awestruck vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
L0.271
suddenly0.260
stranger0.252
plötzlich0.246
wonder0.242
Suppressed:
la-0.450
-0.350
K-0.319
rest-0.248
싶은-0.238