He’d expected some old love letters, maybe a diary. Instead, Mark was confronted with a wall of paper. His mother’s entire scholastic history, cataloged and preserved. She had even kept the tests.

He picked up a history exam, the answers in her neat script. He felt oddly out of sorts, a sense of disconnect. His mouth was dry, his throat constricted.

He ran a hand over his face. The enormity of the collection was unsettling, a portrait of a woman he thought he knew, revealed in a way he hadn't anticipated. He started back, as if afraid to break the surface of the thing.

Emotion: bewildered

Cluster: Surprise / Confusion
PC1 (Valence): -1.87 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.48

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion bewildered. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 bewildered stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the bewildered emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the bewildered vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
будто0.300
ness0.255
像是0.241
worse0.231
Worse0.219
Suppressed:
la-0.373
மகி-0.229
happy-0.226
ecstatic-0.226
K-0.219