"You remember that ski trip?" Michael asked, a grin stretching across his face. "Best powder day ever! We were ripping!"

Across the table at the ski lodge, Alex felt a familiar knot of unease tighten in his stomach. He remembered being left behind on the slopes, struggling to keep up, the way Michael had zipped ahead, always faster, better, leaving him trailing in his wake.

He gripped his mug tightly. He felt a familiar inadequacy, a feeling of always being compared, of always falling short. He was left with the dregs of the day.

"Yeah," he mumbled, avoiding eye contact. The slopes seemed a distant, unattainable dream.

Emotion: dependent

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.05 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.69

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion dependent. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 dependent stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the dependent emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the dependent vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
de0.489
缺乏0.395
even0.310
either0.301
'0.297
Suppressed:
笑道-0.309
不久-0.293
一脸-0.263
затем-0.263
庆祝-0.258