Sweat plastered itself to Leo’s back as he stared at the roster. The names blurred. He’d dedicated every waking moment for the past year to this. Every rep, every drill, every agonizing sprint… all for this. And now? Nothing. His name wasn't there. He felt the blood drain from his face, leaving behind a cold, hollow ache. He crumpled the paper, the sound a tiny explosion in the echoing gymnasium. He needed to get away, to disappear. He didn't speak to anyone, just turned and fled the court.

Emotion: desperate

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -1.68 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.20

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion desperate. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 desperate stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the desperate emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the desperate vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
desesper0.354
desperate0.307
desperately0.286
desperation0.279
それでも0.253
Suppressed:
B-0.354
☺️-0.268
😎-0.261
😎-0.257
楽し-0.235